SasamiKen

I recently decided, about 2 days ago, that I wanted to create a new dA account. To get away from the drama, to start completely fresh, so I have. The new account is zomkat.deviantart.com. I will be using this account to display my photography instead of drawing. I always have financial issues to worry about and a tablet will never happen. And speaking of financial issues, lets get on the subject of the contest. I am so sorry. You can't even begin to understand how sorry I am for all that has happened. I have kept silent for months, trying my hardest to defend Tollador, telling myself maybe he'll be back, maybe he'll pay the winners for their

I felt I needed to submit another journal entry, since I see people are still viewing my page (whether it's friends or strangers). I still stand by my decision of leaving dA, so I won't be coming back. I logged on for a minute just to see if I had any messages and see what everyone is up to. No messages, can't find out what anyone is up to. If I could just completely deactivate my dA, I would, but I'd worry some people out there would see me as a scammer or something, I don't know, paranoia and all that (see below paragraph) I still have yet to hear from Tollador, if anyone is still wondering about the contest. There's nothing I can do abou

Instead of deactivating my dA account, I'll leave this journal up on my page for future users to see. First things first: Now if anyone is still around on my dA page from the contest that was co-hosted with Tollador, I am still not able to give any information. Like it was stated from the get-go, Tolla was the money provider for the contest. I don't have money to pay anyone. Not to mention since I'm not the main host, I won't judge entries without Tolla. I don't know what else to say about it. I feel kind of helpless about the situation but I really don't know what to do about it. I'm sorry if I'm letting anyone down, I truly am. Second, i